i hate computers.

this is literally the 4th time ive ttried to write in here; bu tmy computer has froze on me every time before.
found out tonight my grandpa has pneomnia and his cancer is back. mostly ive been picturing worse case senarios and ive been worried a lot, but i'm trying to distract myself. should know more otmorow. i wanted to, and did write more about this but lost it all. not going to bother now for fear of losing it again. jus twatned to say something. i graduate next weekend. and i love my grandpa. and everyone else who i love. those who would be reading this know who they are.