ghanimasun | Drunk, and then out of beer

So I've been feeling pretty shitty lately. I've solved my beer problem by finishing all my beer tonight. So therefore, I cannot drink anymore, because I've drank it all tonight. But I figured since I drank everything I might as well write something and get some use out of it. Because I am so lonely.
So life is boring as ever.
I am in love with the actor David Tennant.
Let's hope my dreams tonight are better than last nights.
And let's hope I don't skip my medication anymore. I dont know how much of it is just me knowing that I skipped two days of medication, but I've felt really horrible the last two days.
Very lonely, but thats nothing new.
And yes I know its all my fault. I get that enough from Travis, I don't need any more shit about it.
I went for a walk today and it was hard to pass people and say hi to them. It was stressful.
I'm drunk and lonely and its late. And I'm a bit upset.
But the alcohol has helped me calm down, that and some incredibly attractive David Tennant videos. *swoon*
Fuck it all, it doesn't matter if I stay awake or go to bed. Nothing I do matters. Except financially. And that only matters to major corporations.
So I'm going to bed drunk and lonely.....for the lsst time. For a while on out it'll just be lonely. Which can be infintely worse.