ghanimasun | should be moving soon!!!

Well hopefully tomorrow I will be moved into my yummy apartment. I'm *hopefully* getting a bed and some other furniture so tomorrow (Saturday) will be a busy and tiring day for me. But unfortunately Verizon is being a bitch so therefore I might not have internet access at my apartment for a week or two. And how sick is it that I am worried about being without internet access? That's sick and I know it is. And that fact alone makes it okay that I will be without it for a while. I shouldn't be so dependent on the internet. That is sick and unhealthy. I will be completley and totally alone without the internet.
I have been drinking tonight. Of course I know thats not the smartest thing, but I didn't have a lot, and oh well.
I dont know whats going to happen tomorow but I hope its okay.

I feel sort of weird and really strange at times. But I'm just pushing it all aside. Because I am actually excited about something for the first time in months (maybe years?) and that is having my own place! I'm very excited about it. Come visit me!

I'm going ot sleep now, hopefully for the last time here at my parent's place.