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ghanimasun) wrote2007-01-07 10:13 pm
ghanimasun) wrote2007-01-07 10:13 pm
what to do?
should travis and i move out to our own apartment in this wretched town?
reasons i don't want to:
staying here any longer scares the hell out of me. i hate this town, it saps the life out of me. if we move i will feel like we are never going to leave and i will feel even more stuck here. plus it will cost more.
reasons i want to:
freedom. to be away from my parents. to be able to do whatever i want in our own place. privacy. (and possibly a little more sanity)
also if i start seeing a therapist, that will eat up more money.
i don't know what to do. but i think something really needs to happen. one or the other at least.
i don't really know how to take small steps. i just want to take the giant step out of this town/state.
reasons i don't want to:
staying here any longer scares the hell out of me. i hate this town, it saps the life out of me. if we move i will feel like we are never going to leave and i will feel even more stuck here. plus it will cost more.
reasons i want to:
freedom. to be away from my parents. to be able to do whatever i want in our own place. privacy. (and possibly a little more sanity)
also if i start seeing a therapist, that will eat up more money.
i don't know what to do. but i think something really needs to happen. one or the other at least.
i don't really know how to take small steps. i just want to take the giant step out of this town/state.
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Get a therapist first. Their help might make staying at home more bearable. If it doesn't, or if it makes you more convinced of your need to move out, find someone (on a sublease maybe) that will rent to you month to month. That way you aren't tied to a lease and you still have the freedom to leave town whenever you get your arrangements made. But find a therapist first. They can help you plan those small steps.