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ghanimasun) wrote2006-04-10 07:56 pm
ghanimasun) wrote2006-04-10 07:56 pm
and so it goes
Everything is frelled up, but I think we are leaving tomorrow anyway.
We attempted to get a few things on the car cleared up (horn, a/c, brakes) they were only able to fix one thing (brakes) and need a part for the other things that they have to order and won't be here till Thursday.
On the other hand, we spoke to someone else in the managerial status for the apartments who said we could leave whenever we want, and they will probably be able to find someone, or we will just lose our deposit. However, we did find someone who just wants a six month lease, but the manager has to talk to the owner to see if they will do that. The othermanager initially told us thats what would happen, but it turns out she was misinformed, thus we were very misinformed. How annoying.
So now the apartment isn't keeping us here, but the car parts are. We aren't staying for the car parts anyway. Yes a horn is important, but if we wait around till Thursday, we won't even leave till Friday.
They are taking my grandpa home tomorow. My mom said that he is doing very bad and he doesnt look like himself, and hes terribly weak. Basically he could die at any time. My mom said he said "home" to her. He wants to go home. So he can die there, and not in the hospital. My mom seems to think that as soon as he realizes he is home he won't last much longer. They had turned off almost every machine on him except for the oxygen, but he didn't die. So they turned back on the fluids and monitors. Someone in my family is in his hospital room at all times, so that if he wakes up in the middle of the night or anything, he isn't alone.
If we don't leave here by Friday....well it doesn't sound like he will last that long, so I don't want to wait that long.
And then my dad mentioned he doesn't even know if they will perform a funeral/burial on Good Friday or the Saturday before Easter.
It's all so strange.
Plus Travis and I both have a cold, and he has pink eye! (I am trying desperately not to get it)
I don't know what we're going to do. I mean I think we are leaving tomorow, but we haven't even started packing the car yet, and Travis wants to go visit his family tonight before we leave. That is fine and good, but I don't see how we're going to get everything packed tonight. We probably won't leave till tomorow afternoon.
I have so many emotions and thoughts right now. I'm so confused. I'm a raw nerve sometimes. Every little thing is affecting me and making me think all kinds of things that have nothing to do with it.
I'm so worried about everything, and even more confused about my life than I was before.
We attempted to get a few things on the car cleared up (horn, a/c, brakes) they were only able to fix one thing (brakes) and need a part for the other things that they have to order and won't be here till Thursday.
On the other hand, we spoke to someone else in the managerial status for the apartments who said we could leave whenever we want, and they will probably be able to find someone, or we will just lose our deposit. However, we did find someone who just wants a six month lease, but the manager has to talk to the owner to see if they will do that. The othermanager initially told us thats what would happen, but it turns out she was misinformed, thus we were very misinformed. How annoying.
So now the apartment isn't keeping us here, but the car parts are. We aren't staying for the car parts anyway. Yes a horn is important, but if we wait around till Thursday, we won't even leave till Friday.
They are taking my grandpa home tomorow. My mom said that he is doing very bad and he doesnt look like himself, and hes terribly weak. Basically he could die at any time. My mom said he said "home" to her. He wants to go home. So he can die there, and not in the hospital. My mom seems to think that as soon as he realizes he is home he won't last much longer. They had turned off almost every machine on him except for the oxygen, but he didn't die. So they turned back on the fluids and monitors. Someone in my family is in his hospital room at all times, so that if he wakes up in the middle of the night or anything, he isn't alone.
If we don't leave here by Friday....well it doesn't sound like he will last that long, so I don't want to wait that long.
And then my dad mentioned he doesn't even know if they will perform a funeral/burial on Good Friday or the Saturday before Easter.
It's all so strange.
Plus Travis and I both have a cold, and he has pink eye! (I am trying desperately not to get it)
I don't know what we're going to do. I mean I think we are leaving tomorow, but we haven't even started packing the car yet, and Travis wants to go visit his family tonight before we leave. That is fine and good, but I don't see how we're going to get everything packed tonight. We probably won't leave till tomorow afternoon.
I have so many emotions and thoughts right now. I'm so confused. I'm a raw nerve sometimes. Every little thing is affecting me and making me think all kinds of things that have nothing to do with it.
I'm so worried about everything, and even more confused about my life than I was before.