ghanimasun (
ghanimasun) wrote2005-08-16 03:38 pm
it felt like it
i am only writing in here because i feel like i should. nothing super exciting has happening. i have a few almost job offers at lame ass data entry type jobs. however those are jobs i think i could handle a lot better than anything dealing with stupid people whatsoever.
the night before last travis and i bought some vodka, a small bottle, which we finished. and i, for like the third time ever, puked. yeah it was gross, from what i remember. i was really out of it and tired by the end. now my stomach has been hurting for days, but i dont know if thats related. travis and i were both sick and we're both getting over it but it is just nagging me little by little now and i just wish it would go away. i lost my ability to taste and smell for a day, which sucked...i'm so glad its back.
travis missed work all last week because he was sick. he was much more sick than me, but he seems to be all better now.
i'm pretty sick of living here with his family again. it just drives me crazy. its not that theyre mean or anything, i just want to be on my own. if i get a job soon we should be able to move out within a few weeks of that. i think living here is stresing out both me and travis a fair amount.
i'm so lost.
the night before last travis and i bought some vodka, a small bottle, which we finished. and i, for like the third time ever, puked. yeah it was gross, from what i remember. i was really out of it and tired by the end. now my stomach has been hurting for days, but i dont know if thats related. travis and i were both sick and we're both getting over it but it is just nagging me little by little now and i just wish it would go away. i lost my ability to taste and smell for a day, which sucked...i'm so glad its back.
travis missed work all last week because he was sick. he was much more sick than me, but he seems to be all better now.
i'm pretty sick of living here with his family again. it just drives me crazy. its not that theyre mean or anything, i just want to be on my own. if i get a job soon we should be able to move out within a few weeks of that. i think living here is stresing out both me and travis a fair amount.
i'm so lost.

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I was just thinking. You keep going for these data entry jobs, and don't want to work in customer service (which I COMPLETELY sympathize with). I was wondering, maybe, being in California, if there were any Astronomy, or heck eve Sci-Fi, magazines in the area that are looking for people. I know you don't have a journalism background, but there is more to a magazine that just having writers. You could edit, or work on layout, or maybe they even need something administrative with the subscription process (and you've got some experience with administrative stuff). Just then maybe you'll be working for something you might enjoy more. You can also just reserach it online, see what's around, they often post job opportunities or openings right on websites - that's how I got the job at the news station over Christmas. Anyway, just a thought I had cause jobs always seem to be one of the big things that's bringing you down.
Hope things start looking up. Julia
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Thank you so much for the good ideas. Theyre actually something I hadnt thought of before. I will definitely look into it. Although right this minute I am going for the data entry because I'm almost in with some of them and I'm desperate to get out of here! But your ideas definitely sound like something worth looking into in the long run when I'm looking for more of a real job. Thank you so much!
I hope things are going really well for you in Iowa, and I look forward to hearing more about how its going for you!
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