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ghanimasun) wrote2005-04-26 08:10 pm
ghanimasun) wrote2005-04-26 08:10 pm
weird dreams and even more work!
last night i had some weird dreams. i woke up at around 2 am having weird dreams about eckerd and trying to do everything in my sleep and tossing and turning for hours. it was very frustrating i kept trying to wake up and tell myself to think about something else. i felt tense and like i couldnt relax because i had to do all this stuff in my head at eckerd. it sucked soooo much.
so after a while i kept trying to calm myself down and tried to focus on something else. i tried to think about travis. i think that led to other weird dreams. cos i woke up weird weird memories of dreams involving travis and some other stuff. a lot of it has faded by now. the main idea i have a memory of from the dream is that for some reason i wasnt with travis anymore and i had to get him back and i had to do something weird or drastic. and i was in a house with someone. the house seemed familiar but it wasnt any particular house, the feeling of it kind of reminded me of the house at lycoming. its hard to focus on it now, but it was a really weird strange and a bit disconcerting dream. i will try to remember more of it later (although i doubt i'll actually write about it!)
so again i ran from nco to eckerd today. they kept me there till 7pm today. those jerks! i watched videos for over half the time i was there. i dont know if i can do it. it feels like theres too much pressure on you there because you hvae to do everything right and theres so many little details and things you can mess up! argh.
at least tomorow i don't have to go there and i have the afternoon off. yay.
let's hope i have better, more relaxing dreams tonight. would love to dream about travis again, but none of the weird stuff like last night! my mind is all messed up!!!
only three days till hichhiker's movie comes out!
and lost is on tomorow night!
and sims isnt here yet but i'm really looking forward to getting it!
so after a while i kept trying to calm myself down and tried to focus on something else. i tried to think about travis. i think that led to other weird dreams. cos i woke up weird weird memories of dreams involving travis and some other stuff. a lot of it has faded by now. the main idea i have a memory of from the dream is that for some reason i wasnt with travis anymore and i had to get him back and i had to do something weird or drastic. and i was in a house with someone. the house seemed familiar but it wasnt any particular house, the feeling of it kind of reminded me of the house at lycoming. its hard to focus on it now, but it was a really weird strange and a bit disconcerting dream. i will try to remember more of it later (although i doubt i'll actually write about it!)
so again i ran from nco to eckerd today. they kept me there till 7pm today. those jerks! i watched videos for over half the time i was there. i dont know if i can do it. it feels like theres too much pressure on you there because you hvae to do everything right and theres so many little details and things you can mess up! argh.
at least tomorow i don't have to go there and i have the afternoon off. yay.
let's hope i have better, more relaxing dreams tonight. would love to dream about travis again, but none of the weird stuff like last night! my mind is all messed up!!!
only three days till hichhiker's movie comes out!
and lost is on tomorow night!
and sims isnt here yet but i'm really looking forward to getting it!