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ghanimasun) wrote2005-04-24 09:51 am
ghanimasun) wrote2005-04-24 09:51 am
bored
saturday (last) night i went to bed at 9:30 pm!! unfortunately this left to the consequences of waking up around 8:00am this morning, fully rested and with my back hurting a lot. I guess technically I slept in, just on the wrong end of the sleep! Grr now I'm all awake and I dont feel like doing anything and I don't really have anything in particular to do.
i had to work yesterday too, that sucked. tomorow i work at the call center then to eckerd for four hours for training. stupid eckerd, why do they have to pay so crappily???
blah i'm so bored, and very depressed. its been a week without travis. already it feels like its been forever and i can barely remember what it was like with him here. some things just seem so unreal. it feels like its going to take *forever* for us to save up any money or have any plans or jobs. who knows what will happen. everything is totally messed up and too hard and complicated and impossible.
partly i just don't give a crap about doing most things enough to actually accomplish anything. nothing seems worth it. everything just seems too futile and impossible. i don't know how to get out of this slump.
i really hate my stupid ass job.
i entertain myself most of the time by watching tv (usually law and order) and messing around online.
on that note, i am going to update the look and feel of my live journal. not that i update it enough or it is interesting enough to merit such a change, it is one thing that will be specific and keep me occupied enough so i can do it.
i also bought the sims 2 online.....i can't wait till it gets here, i'll never have to do anything else again once i get it!!
also....
hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy comes out in less than a week. yipee!
i had to work yesterday too, that sucked. tomorow i work at the call center then to eckerd for four hours for training. stupid eckerd, why do they have to pay so crappily???
blah i'm so bored, and very depressed. its been a week without travis. already it feels like its been forever and i can barely remember what it was like with him here. some things just seem so unreal. it feels like its going to take *forever* for us to save up any money or have any plans or jobs. who knows what will happen. everything is totally messed up and too hard and complicated and impossible.
partly i just don't give a crap about doing most things enough to actually accomplish anything. nothing seems worth it. everything just seems too futile and impossible. i don't know how to get out of this slump.
i really hate my stupid ass job.
i entertain myself most of the time by watching tv (usually law and order) and messing around online.
on that note, i am going to update the look and feel of my live journal. not that i update it enough or it is interesting enough to merit such a change, it is one thing that will be specific and keep me occupied enough so i can do it.
i also bought the sims 2 online.....i can't wait till it gets here, i'll never have to do anything else again once i get it!!
also....
hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy comes out in less than a week. yipee!