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ghanimasun) wrote2004-08-11 12:34 pm
ghanimasun) wrote2004-08-11 12:34 pm
california
Travis and I left PA on July 1, arrived in CA on July 6. I want to write more about a lot eventually. Its been hard to get online however, because of all the other people in the house wanting to use the computer too.
I've been looking for a job for over a month and I've gotten nowhere. Right now I'm feeling a little depressed and discouraged about that. I don't feel like there's any hope for me to find a job. Especially a job in my field. It's so depressing. I feel like college was a waste. It's only useful if I go further. I want a job. That I will enjoy. But there is nothing. Sometimes when I think about it, I can't think of anything that I would actually like to do. Its very discouraging.
I want a job. I think I am getting depressed not doing anything all day. Travis has a job at Target. I also feel bad just living here with his parents and not having a job or being productive or useful to them.
Overall though things have been fine here. It's hot -- no rain! His family are nice. Travis and I have done some nice things. But we're essentially broke, and I can't do anything about it. I just feel so useless.
*sigh*
I've been looking for a job for over a month and I've gotten nowhere. Right now I'm feeling a little depressed and discouraged about that. I don't feel like there's any hope for me to find a job. Especially a job in my field. It's so depressing. I feel like college was a waste. It's only useful if I go further. I want a job. That I will enjoy. But there is nothing. Sometimes when I think about it, I can't think of anything that I would actually like to do. Its very discouraging.
I want a job. I think I am getting depressed not doing anything all day. Travis has a job at Target. I also feel bad just living here with his parents and not having a job or being productive or useful to them.
Overall though things have been fine here. It's hot -- no rain! His family are nice. Travis and I have done some nice things. But we're essentially broke, and I can't do anything about it. I just feel so useless.
*sigh*