ghanimasun | non working girl

I don't think I'm ever going to find a job. I have looked and I don't knwo where else to look. Perhaps it might help if I knew what I wanted to do, but I really dont have anything in particular I want to do. I know more of what I don't want to do. I don't feel like I can really do anything. If anyone can think of a job for someone with a BA in Physics and Astronomy, please let me know. I need to get out of this state too. I need to go somewhere tropical or somewhere more sunny and dry. I'm so frustrated. I'm on spring break this week, so I'm trying to accomplish something, but I doubt I will. I just feel so sick today; I got really sick riding around in the car then I didn't feel like eating at all and I've just been feeling blah and down some of the day. Plus I've gained weight and it just makes me want to do less because like none of my clothes fit me right so I don't want to get dressed to go anywhere. But truly, I'm doing alright. I'm so very lucky to not have any health problems or any kind of serious problems in any aspects of my life really. The only thing I have to worry about is figuring out, from all that life has to offer, what I want to do. Which should be a good thing.