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ghanimasun) wrote2003-09-19 01:37 am
ghanimasun) wrote2003-09-19 01:37 am
i won't stop
It's been almost one solid week. Not entirely though. I don't think Saturday, and not tomorow. Just in class doesn't count.
But every day straight from Sunday till today.
That's gotta mean something, right? I mean, maybe it doesn't mean what I want it to mean, but it's definitely gotta mean *something*.
It could just be the obvious fact that he seems to like spending time with me.
The question is why.
Maybe he just likes my company; maybe its because I like Oasis and other music he enjoys; maybe its because I have a car and I've given him rides so much he wants to make up for it; maybe he's just going to spend a bunch of time with me all at once, and then get over it, and move onto hanging with someone new; maybe its just because I'm so readily available and willing.
Maybe its more simple than I'm making it out to be.
But also, maybe its more complicated.
His laugh is so wonderful.
So is his scent.
I feel kind of lost; I don't know if I'm being really dense (well, that could go either way) or if I'm just reading more into it than is there. I tend to think the latter. But the only thing dissuading me from that is the amount of time spent together.
Eek, well the storm is possibly getting worse; so in preparing for a possible power outage, i'm going to post this before i lose it.
But every day straight from Sunday till today.
That's gotta mean something, right? I mean, maybe it doesn't mean what I want it to mean, but it's definitely gotta mean *something*.
It could just be the obvious fact that he seems to like spending time with me.
The question is why.
Maybe he just likes my company; maybe its because I like Oasis and other music he enjoys; maybe its because I have a car and I've given him rides so much he wants to make up for it; maybe he's just going to spend a bunch of time with me all at once, and then get over it, and move onto hanging with someone new; maybe its just because I'm so readily available and willing.
Maybe its more simple than I'm making it out to be.
But also, maybe its more complicated.
His laugh is so wonderful.
So is his scent.
I feel kind of lost; I don't know if I'm being really dense (well, that could go either way) or if I'm just reading more into it than is there. I tend to think the latter. But the only thing dissuading me from that is the amount of time spent together.
Eek, well the storm is possibly getting worse; so in preparing for a possible power outage, i'm going to post this before i lose it.