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ghanimasun) wrote2003-09-09 01:31 am
ghanimasun) wrote2003-09-09 01:31 am
achoo!
Dudes! I'm sick! I totally have a cold! I think we all know who's fault that is now, don't we? (Hint: It's the root canal's fault!)
Well I'm really not sure why it is, it seems really out of the blue for me to get a cold in warm September randomly, right after the root canal. Coincidence? If I get an sicker than this then something out of the ordinary is definitely up, and action will be taken. As for now, I'll just keep taking lots of pills in hopes that at least one of them will fix me.
It's so late and I have an early class tomorow. Why don't I get my ass in bed? Well I have an email I want to finish, but I cannot really figure out what to say in it. Plus I am really not looking forward to my class tomorow, so maybe thats part of the reason. Plus I'm sick and that pisses me off, and I'm like spite-ing it by staying up instead of getting rest that will help it. Yeah....that doesn't make much sense, does it? Not really, but that's my rational.
I feel like I'm waiting for something, something to finish or happen before I can start living properly again and doing what I want/plan to do. But really, to think about it, there's nothing that needs to happen for me to do that. The only thing is me going back to the dentist for the rest of the procedure, which isn't really that big of a deal (as long as I survive it, that is.) But a lot of the stuff that was holding me back is gone now (scheduling problems, major tooth pain) And yet I still haven't started to live or made a lot of the changes I wanted to. Now I have this cold to use as a reason to not do it, but I shouldn't do that. At least I have started some little things, its better than nothing. I guess I just feel like I don't have a good enough grip or understanding of thigns in order to start making changes and being more involved. I'm so bad at organization too. I have more stuff to do now than I usually have in teh past, and I'm very worried about missing something or forgettign some appointment or osmething that I have, taht it traps me from doing stuff sometimes. I know, I know, I just need to shut up and get over it and do what I want and then it'll be done. But when is it ever that easy?
This is totally random.....When I was in Georgia, I stopped biting my nails. I didn't do it on purpose or even noticably. It wasnt till near the end of the summer I noticed I acutally had nails, and ever since then I've been able to keep them growing. They are weak though, but now I can put polish on them and feel all perty (ok, not really perty, but its fun to paint them somewhat). Although they do get in the way at times. SOmetimes they downright tick me off.
Anyways, I think I may be getting tired. I could easily stay up for another two hours or so, but that would be highly unwise. I need to latch onto the bit of tired than I have and go with it. I just need to be asleep right now.
Well I'm really not sure why it is, it seems really out of the blue for me to get a cold in warm September randomly, right after the root canal. Coincidence? If I get an sicker than this then something out of the ordinary is definitely up, and action will be taken. As for now, I'll just keep taking lots of pills in hopes that at least one of them will fix me.
It's so late and I have an early class tomorow. Why don't I get my ass in bed? Well I have an email I want to finish, but I cannot really figure out what to say in it. Plus I am really not looking forward to my class tomorow, so maybe thats part of the reason. Plus I'm sick and that pisses me off, and I'm like spite-ing it by staying up instead of getting rest that will help it. Yeah....that doesn't make much sense, does it? Not really, but that's my rational.
I feel like I'm waiting for something, something to finish or happen before I can start living properly again and doing what I want/plan to do. But really, to think about it, there's nothing that needs to happen for me to do that. The only thing is me going back to the dentist for the rest of the procedure, which isn't really that big of a deal (as long as I survive it, that is.) But a lot of the stuff that was holding me back is gone now (scheduling problems, major tooth pain) And yet I still haven't started to live or made a lot of the changes I wanted to. Now I have this cold to use as a reason to not do it, but I shouldn't do that. At least I have started some little things, its better than nothing. I guess I just feel like I don't have a good enough grip or understanding of thigns in order to start making changes and being more involved. I'm so bad at organization too. I have more stuff to do now than I usually have in teh past, and I'm very worried about missing something or forgettign some appointment or osmething that I have, taht it traps me from doing stuff sometimes. I know, I know, I just need to shut up and get over it and do what I want and then it'll be done. But when is it ever that easy?
This is totally random.....When I was in Georgia, I stopped biting my nails. I didn't do it on purpose or even noticably. It wasnt till near the end of the summer I noticed I acutally had nails, and ever since then I've been able to keep them growing. They are weak though, but now I can put polish on them and feel all perty (ok, not really perty, but its fun to paint them somewhat). Although they do get in the way at times. SOmetimes they downright tick me off.
Anyways, I think I may be getting tired. I could easily stay up for another two hours or so, but that would be highly unwise. I need to latch onto the bit of tired than I have and go with it. I just need to be asleep right now.
Just a thought.....