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ghanimasun) wrote2003-08-27 12:30 am
ghanimasun) wrote2003-08-27 12:30 am
some rambling
I'm back at school two days and already I realized how little I've changed. Nothing like school to remind me I'm the same useless, quiet, boring person I was before. Despite all the thoughts and desires I had over the summer and plans to change, nothing seems to be different so far. How disappointing.
Now I am in the midst of scheduling issues. Issues may not be strong enough of a word. Even though they told me before, I never really understood the forms that they sent out, or perhaps I just never looked at them close enough to notice, but it appears I'm behind 3.5 credits. I know why, its due to me retaking two classes, and only making up one of them. But now I have these 3.5 credits extra I have to do in order to graduate in the spring.
Not good.
It would be four, but I got a half credit for my guitar lessons freshman year. So now I am dropping my music theory class, because I don't know what the hell was going on in it, and I'm picking up a new four credit class. What class though I have yet to decide. There are none that I *really* want but there are some that sound slightly more pleasant than the rest. Plus I want to take a two credit class, and take piano lessons which will count for another half credit. That would leave me with only one credit to make up next semester. (Which I coudl do in the form of music lessons, or something else not bad). The thing is, paying extra for those two extra credits, and dealing with the registrar in order to figure everything out. ANd trying to pick the fourth class to take.
I just really needed somewhere to type this all out, to express my dilemma and try to figure it out.
I feel like I have a bunch of stuff to do tomorow. WHich is good in a way, but I'm just worried that I won't get it all done or that I'll forget to do something important.
Life at school so far has been pretty average. Although I do kind of enjoy not being right on campus, and away from annoying things there. And of course its nice having this big house and my own room (I think I was gettign sick of dorm rooms); although it can get more lonely.
I need to go to bed soon, but I am agonizing over which class I should take (as none of them sound really appealing--or they are too early. I'm also worried that my parents will be angry with me about this whole needing credits thing. But, well, at least I won't be at home to hear them bitch and complain about it and yap about it forever. I love them and all, but it is nice to be away from them sometimes, and have my own views and attitudes about things, which somestimes differ greatly from theirs.
For some reason, so much of the itme, I really hate going to sleep. It just doesnt seem appealing to me at times. Although, of course, once I'm there, I adore it and never want to leave. Maybe right now its because I just watched a movie and want to do stuff, but really should just go to sleep. No worries though.
I have to train myself not to worry. It's pointless and only makes me lose sleep and be miserable.
Hopefully by the end of tomorow everythign will be straightened out and perhaps I can write about something other than scheduling problems.
Now I am in the midst of scheduling issues. Issues may not be strong enough of a word. Even though they told me before, I never really understood the forms that they sent out, or perhaps I just never looked at them close enough to notice, but it appears I'm behind 3.5 credits. I know why, its due to me retaking two classes, and only making up one of them. But now I have these 3.5 credits extra I have to do in order to graduate in the spring.
Not good.
It would be four, but I got a half credit for my guitar lessons freshman year. So now I am dropping my music theory class, because I don't know what the hell was going on in it, and I'm picking up a new four credit class. What class though I have yet to decide. There are none that I *really* want but there are some that sound slightly more pleasant than the rest. Plus I want to take a two credit class, and take piano lessons which will count for another half credit. That would leave me with only one credit to make up next semester. (Which I coudl do in the form of music lessons, or something else not bad). The thing is, paying extra for those two extra credits, and dealing with the registrar in order to figure everything out. ANd trying to pick the fourth class to take.
I just really needed somewhere to type this all out, to express my dilemma and try to figure it out.
I feel like I have a bunch of stuff to do tomorow. WHich is good in a way, but I'm just worried that I won't get it all done or that I'll forget to do something important.
Life at school so far has been pretty average. Although I do kind of enjoy not being right on campus, and away from annoying things there. And of course its nice having this big house and my own room (I think I was gettign sick of dorm rooms); although it can get more lonely.
I need to go to bed soon, but I am agonizing over which class I should take (as none of them sound really appealing--or they are too early. I'm also worried that my parents will be angry with me about this whole needing credits thing. But, well, at least I won't be at home to hear them bitch and complain about it and yap about it forever. I love them and all, but it is nice to be away from them sometimes, and have my own views and attitudes about things, which somestimes differ greatly from theirs.
For some reason, so much of the itme, I really hate going to sleep. It just doesnt seem appealing to me at times. Although, of course, once I'm there, I adore it and never want to leave. Maybe right now its because I just watched a movie and want to do stuff, but really should just go to sleep. No worries though.
I have to train myself not to worry. It's pointless and only makes me lose sleep and be miserable.
Hopefully by the end of tomorow everythign will be straightened out and perhaps I can write about something other than scheduling problems.