wait, summer! i take it back! i love you, come back!

[ghanimasun]

I feel kind of down and depressed a bit right now. I know why but I won't go into it here.
Tomorow morning I leave to go back to Lycoming for my last year of college. Blah.
I don't know how I feel. I feel good and okay and bad and dreading it all at the same time.
I have way too much shit packed, more stuff that I will ever use.
Why is life so dumb sometimes? So depressing and crappy?
Eh, I think that it's really mostly me, at least now it is.
People suck.
I suck.
Quite possibly everything sucks.
I don't really believe any of that, but I just feel like saying it because I feel not happy.
I think my best bet right now is just to relax, shut up and wait for tomorow and this year of school to begin and embrace it and enjoy it as best i can.
Ignore the bad, embrace the good. And frell the rest.

Embrace the good.