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ghanimasun) wrote2003-07-21 11:50 pm
ghanimasun) wrote2003-07-21 11:50 pm
slush+ice cream=yum
Today I saw my advisor for the last time, as he left today to go to some conference. We kind of went over my presentation, but I still have to figure out and write out what I want to say. I am so dreading that. But by ignoring it as much as possible, and acting like I don't care, I think it will be easier for me.
Tonight I talked on the phone with Emrys and Jessica. It was kind of weird both times. I was really excited to talk to Emrys, but we kind of ran out of things to say. And plus I took the phone with me and talked with him while I went with my roommate, guy T, and another girl out for ice cream, so that was kind of awkward/hard to talk to him during. But overall it was really nice to talk to him finally.
Talking to Jess was a suprise, because I havent actually spoken to her in a while. It was somewhat weird hearing her voice again. Although that conversation was also interrupted by me talking to people (there was this huge big, like two inches long, crawling up our wall, and I went and got someone to kill it for me, cos it was so totally gross and huge), so we didn't get to talk alot also because it was storming there so she didn't want to stay on the phone. Overall we talked pretty smoothly, although it was somewhat awkward. It made me miss being closer to her. Closer to anyone.
My relationships are so screwed up. Or more, I'm so screwed up in my relationships with people, but not necessarily that the relationships themselves are screwed up, but my parts of them are.
Anyway, mostly now I'm just living to go home. Get this presentation under control. Take more pictures of the people here, and get outta here.
I feel like I can't really do anything productive in
Tonight I talked on the phone with Emrys and Jessica. It was kind of weird both times. I was really excited to talk to Emrys, but we kind of ran out of things to say. And plus I took the phone with me and talked with him while I went with my roommate, guy T, and another girl out for ice cream, so that was kind of awkward/hard to talk to him during. But overall it was really nice to talk to him finally.
Talking to Jess was a suprise, because I havent actually spoken to her in a while. It was somewhat weird hearing her voice again. Although that conversation was also interrupted by me talking to people (there was this huge big, like two inches long, crawling up our wall, and I went and got someone to kill it for me, cos it was so totally gross and huge), so we didn't get to talk alot also because it was storming there so she didn't want to stay on the phone. Overall we talked pretty smoothly, although it was somewhat awkward. It made me miss being closer to her. Closer to anyone.
My relationships are so screwed up. Or more, I'm so screwed up in my relationships with people, but not necessarily that the relationships themselves are screwed up, but my parts of them are.
Anyway, mostly now I'm just living to go home. Get this presentation under control. Take more pictures of the people here, and get outta here.
I feel like I can't really do anything productive in