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ghanimasun) wrote2003-07-18 02:07 am
ghanimasun) wrote2003-07-18 02:07 am
random ramblings
I think one way to solve some of my internal problems, the simple, unimportant ones is to not fall for any guys and to not desire to have something I can't have. I need to become satisfied and happy with myself at all times. I need to become someone people invite out, or someone that invites people out and when I do, people actually want to come and it is fun.
I need to not fall for any guys this semester.
I need to become myself, and frell the rest of it.
And I probably need to not drink any.
I probably should go to bed too. I should get up early tomorow, because Saturday I am going on an 11-mile hike and getting up super early for it. I will probably pass out of exhaustion or something, as I've never gone hiking and am ridiculously out of shape. But maybe I will enjoy some aspect of it.
Ah, more and more I just wish I was home. And I even party look forward to school starting again. But there's many reasons not to want that to happen too quickly.
I need to not fall for any guys this semester.
I need to become myself, and frell the rest of it.
And I probably need to not drink any.
I probably should go to bed too. I should get up early tomorow, because Saturday I am going on an 11-mile hike and getting up super early for it. I will probably pass out of exhaustion or something, as I've never gone hiking and am ridiculously out of shape. But maybe I will enjoy some aspect of it.
Ah, more and more I just wish I was home. And I even party look forward to school starting again. But there's many reasons not to want that to happen too quickly.