pointless and stupid blabbing

If i don't post this now, I probably never will. The majority of this I wrote a couple months ago.  Mostly it's just me whinging about how hard it is to be a shipper for me. Seriously. It's pathetic. Don't bother reading!
 

( I over use parenthesis and significantly lack in grammar skills. Or proofreading. Or writing .... with words and spaces and stuff. )

 

And as usual, I end up posting late at night so I can hit post and scamper off to bed and not have to deal with the consequences that I just posted my thoughts! In public! Where other people will actually possibly read them!
Also I'm just a bit tired so I suspect a significant portion of this entire post does not make sense.