i'm still here

yeah i'm still here. i'm working my boring ass job and living in the same place. we should be moved out in a few weeks, but we dont have anywhere yet. we are looking. it is hard; it is hard to find places without a car when tehy are still open! i dont have much access to telephone or internet so if you havent heard from me in a while, that is why. but soon, when we have our own place i shall have all kinds of access. yay.
im really mediocre. its okay sometimes, it sucks sometimes. but eventually it will be better.
and i will be able to be in contact with my friends.
i'm sorry.