the week starting now

i got a job. i start tomorow. i dont really know what to expect because i got the job through a (sort of temp) agency. so they just called me up last week and they're like, you got a job! go here, at this time and its data entry and probably some phone calls (vomit, i despise working on the phone!). but hey at least i'm making money. or at least will be. if they dont fire me the first day! haha i'm so optimistic, huh? of course i didnt get up very early today so now i'm not tired enough to sleep yet.
travis is starting work at 6:30 this week (by choice) so he's sleeping! but i can never sleep well or early before something new usually. its a curse.
but really id rather be occupied for a bit later then be more tired when i lay down then lay down and not be tired at all and not be able to sleep!

i'm not much of an independent sort of woman, as i'm all nervous and shit for tomorow. plus i have to ride the bus alone and walk and shit! not cool!

maybe one day i'll be able to handle my life.