it felt like it

i am only writing in here because i feel like i should. nothing super exciting has happening. i have a few almost job offers at lame ass data entry type jobs. however those are jobs i think i could handle a lot better than anything dealing with stupid people whatsoever.
the night before last travis and i bought some vodka, a small bottle, which we finished. and i, for like the third time ever, puked. yeah it was gross, from what i remember. i was really out of it and tired by the end. now my stomach has been hurting for days, but i dont know if thats related. travis and i were both sick and we're both getting over it but it is just nagging me little by little now and i just wish it would go away. i lost my ability to taste and smell for a day, which sucked...i'm so glad its back.
travis missed work all last week because he was sick. he was much more sick than me, but he seems to be all better now.
i'm pretty sick of living here with his family again. it just drives me crazy. its not that theyre mean or anything, i just want to be on my own. if i get a job soon we should be able to move out within a few weeks of that. i think living here is stresing out both me and travis a fair amount.

i'm so lost.