ghanimasun | (no subject)

It's sometimes very strange or discomforting or just comes as a suprise to me every now and agian....to be around so many people, and none of them, no one is a familiar face. To not see anyone you really know for over a week and be essentially in the company of strangers for so long. Sometimes it just hits me all of a sudden, how I haven't seen anyone I know for a while. It's kind of weird. Sometimes it makes me feel really lonely. Sometimes I just feel really bad because I don't know anyone that well yet, because I don't talk much and I'm unable to get to know people in groups really.
And its just discerning not seeing any I know for so long.