old entries

[ghanimasun]

Well, I started reading some of my old LJ entries a while ago, and I found it quite addicting. I sort of thought it would be cringe-inducing and painful. But it wasn't really. Well, it was sort of disappointing to read about how direction-less I've been for the past five years or so. And it made me realize how much more active I was in college. I sort of really miss being in school sometimes. It gave me some direction and goals. It pushed me. Now that I'm floundering all on my own, I've just gotten fat and in debt. And fucked alot of things up. But that's nothing new.
I read about when I first met Travis, and stuff that happened before I met him. Some of that stuff I had forgotten about. And some things I don't really want to remember too well.
Well I have got to get my ass into bed now because its a bitch for me to get up in the morning, no matter when I get to sleep.
Randomly....When the fuck is it going to warm up!

Comments

lee is fat

[nojah.livejournal.com]

first of all Lee is FAT you are not. At all. And I understand the in debt thing. That SUCKS a lot. Everything costs so much its ridiculous. I'm sorry things are sucking in that department.

also I think a lot of people don't know what they are going to do. You'll get out of here soon enough and move to a cooler city. At least you have a job and an apartment. Not to mention Travis. And NEW SHOWS COMING UP.:)Again tho I am sorry you are feeling sad.

yeah it needs to warm up YESTERDAY.Even if we don't have sunshine can we PLEASE have some warmer weather?????? Enough with the freezing already. I am never warm. Okay sorry for that rant just wanted to say I agree.

Brave you rereading livejournal entries. I periodically delete mine so I can't or I'd spend all my time re reading them because I am dumb. You are not so I'm guessing it was a better experience. Anyway I hope you don't mind me commenting. Also I hope you are feeling better. Take care of yourself. Hope work is going okay. j

Re: lee is fat

[ghanimasun]

hey thanks for the encouragement :) i appreciate all your kind words. as you'll come to discover though, i pretty much bitch about the same exact stuff every few days on here, so it will probably get old fast!

i can't wait to get out of here, and have some direction and motivation. when it warms up for sure we are going to get outside and do stuff. even if you dont want to i will at least *try* to get you to do some stuff with me!

as for the old LJ entries, it was an interesting trip down memory lane. sort of made me realize how things were when i didnt realize it at the time. anyways, thanks again for all your kind words. hope you are feeling better too.

Oh yeah. I've been obsessing over Jack and Ianto to a disturbing amount already this week. Cant wait for Torchwood!

[mechers.livejournal.com]

I didn't realize you had a journal for that long. Sometimes I go back and read my stuff too.

[ghanimasun]

I've had a LJ since 2003 as it turns out. Twas weird to discover how things went through my mind that long ago...my memories of it aren't quite the same as what I had wrote. Anyways, thanks for commenting :)