frustration nation!

well, after two brief nights of searching for a "real" job i am incredibly frustrated and hopeless at the idea of ever finding a worthwhile job. and now that school has started again i wish i was going back to school. it would give me a very needed sense of direction, purpose and activities. i'm already ready to give up with this Job search.
travis and i stopped by a gym today we will probably join. if nothing else, i should at least be able to focus on working out, and getting hella in shape. but my social anxiety was full on, jsut when we were talking to the gym owner and walking around at the gym. thats my real problem with working out and progressing in a gym. they have a couple of work out classes that are included with membership, and id really like to go to them,b ut i am too afraid to be able to perform in a class full of strangers.
went shopping this weekend, and bought a lot of stuff, some cool new shirts and two books. sort of excited to ahve new stuff to wear and read.