frustration, depression

i find out today i apparently owe a fair sum of money for a car insurance account i never signed up for. i just have to find a paper that i dont know where it is and hope that that will be sufficient to get me out of this debt. very frustrating.
very stressed and worried about that and some other little things.
dont know what to talk about. i dont know why i bother to attempt to write in here. i never want to write anything when i start writing in here.
i have to start looking for a realistic job, and getting in shape.
two somewhat simple, and do able goals.
let's see what happenens.