i got mail!

after working at nco and being a half hour late for eckerd (thought i was scheduled a half hour later than i was. they're so totally strange with their scheduling) i came home to get lots of mail!
i got two birthday cards: one from my dad's friend (who was my confirmation sponsor, although i dont really talk to ever, sends me all kinds of cards, but is very nice) and another one from emily (yay!). and even bigger, a bunch of presents from miranda (kickass!)! even more birthday presents for me makes me happy. she got me a really soft little kitty stuffed animal, a purse thingy and body lotions. awesome. it made me very happy and excited. plus a birthday card!
yay miranda :-)

other than that, nothing much else to write about.
well, my mom gave me some surprising news, but i'm not going to write about that. tomorow i have 10 more hours of work. blech!
i read good reviews about star wars. i dont know if i will get to see it with emrys or not. he was going to have off but then they changed his schedule, so i guess we'll see. it would definitely be awesome to go up and visit with him and see sw with him, but who knows if that will happen. its sort of depressing having no one near me to hang out with. i think that is a factor in me being so apathetic osmetimes.
oh yeah i had a dream last night with jarod from the pretender. we were sitting on the ground in someplace nice and familiar and comfortable. and he was playing my acoustic guitar, then he was going to give it to me to play something. and i suddenly got extremely depressed and i couldnt handle anything and i just pushed the guitar away and needed a hug from him. how weird that i dreamt about jarod from the pretender. and how weird that i dreamt about being really depressed. who knows what that was about.
anyway, thats all there is for now.