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Jan. 28th, 2004 03:59 pmYes I haven't forgotten about writing. I just haven't felt like it or had the time. This semester has so far been composed of three things: going to class, spending time with Travis, and playing The Sims. I have to force myself to play The Sims less because its just nothing more than a waste of time and another way for me to escape from reality. I've also been spending a lot of time with Travis, which I think we will also have to cut back on, just because it will be better for both of us, and I need to do some things that I can't or feel bad doing when he's here.
For the past three weeks or so I've been kind of out of touch with reality. Travis and I have created our own little world and nothing else seemed to exist or matter much. But that's not good, and I'm needing to get back into the world, so hopefully we can both work together and help all things get better.
Things around the house have been fine, although I've been rather out of everything due to being engulfed somewhat in my own little world with Travis. I did do the dishes yesterday for the second time the entire year--I think Julie's the only other person to do any housework this semester, and she's done the bulk of it I think. It's not that I mind doing stuff, I usually just forget or don't see what needs done in time. Hopefully this semester I'll be able to cook some more (probably with Travis) cos I didn't get to do practically any of that last semester.
I'm taking both piano and guitar lessons this semester. And you know what--piano sucks. I suck at it, and it's too damned hard to get good at. GRRRR! Guitar on the other hand is great! Although I've only had one lesson, I feel better about it than I do about piano. Granted I started playing guitar about 8 years ago, while I only started playing piano last semester, guitar is still way better and easier! I dread piano everything!
Soon I have to go to a PDR for SPS honors induction. It's the Society of PHysics students honors society, and a few people are being inducted, me being one. Blah, its kind of a pain, but I suppose its a good thing to have "for the resume" (like I care). I've been thinking about going over to the Career Development Center one of these days, I just haven't gotten it done yet. I haven't really done anything I've wanted to do yet. ALthough I have gained even more weight, so much so that it's really starting to piss me off. Hopefully my 2-day a week gym class will help, and when the weather gets nicer (ah I hate the cold!) Travis and I can do more outside, exercise-y things together.
Part of the reason I haven't written in here sooner is that because I knew by writing and thinking it would force me to think about things I didn't want to think about. But I'm slowly starting to ease my way back into the world, it may take a while though.
Firstly however, I just need to play The Sims way less :-)
For the past three weeks or so I've been kind of out of touch with reality. Travis and I have created our own little world and nothing else seemed to exist or matter much. But that's not good, and I'm needing to get back into the world, so hopefully we can both work together and help all things get better.
Things around the house have been fine, although I've been rather out of everything due to being engulfed somewhat in my own little world with Travis. I did do the dishes yesterday for the second time the entire year--I think Julie's the only other person to do any housework this semester, and she's done the bulk of it I think. It's not that I mind doing stuff, I usually just forget or don't see what needs done in time. Hopefully this semester I'll be able to cook some more (probably with Travis) cos I didn't get to do practically any of that last semester.
I'm taking both piano and guitar lessons this semester. And you know what--piano sucks. I suck at it, and it's too damned hard to get good at. GRRRR! Guitar on the other hand is great! Although I've only had one lesson, I feel better about it than I do about piano. Granted I started playing guitar about 8 years ago, while I only started playing piano last semester, guitar is still way better and easier! I dread piano everything!
Soon I have to go to a PDR for SPS honors induction. It's the Society of PHysics students honors society, and a few people are being inducted, me being one. Blah, its kind of a pain, but I suppose its a good thing to have "for the resume" (like I care). I've been thinking about going over to the Career Development Center one of these days, I just haven't gotten it done yet. I haven't really done anything I've wanted to do yet. ALthough I have gained even more weight, so much so that it's really starting to piss me off. Hopefully my 2-day a week gym class will help, and when the weather gets nicer (ah I hate the cold!) Travis and I can do more outside, exercise-y things together.
Part of the reason I haven't written in here sooner is that because I knew by writing and thinking it would force me to think about things I didn't want to think about. But I'm slowly starting to ease my way back into the world, it may take a while though.
Firstly however, I just need to play The Sims way less :-)
